10 Things I wish I never believed.

Hmm..might not make it to 10 actually.

1. I wish I never believed all the 'You can't do..'s. For some-most-it would be an open invitation to try whatever it was. For me however..I believed them. Still do sometimes. Wish I didn't

2. I wish I never believed what they said about me and XH..the God stuff. "God brought ya'll together". Part of it is I think I twisted it but it did a number on my faith and belief system..as far as that goes. I still struggle however, I'm back to believing there is at least a higher power than myself and.. well, while I may not be religious or a Christian so to speak..I do think of myself as spiritual.

3. I wish I would have never believed all those negatives. I'm worthless, I'll never be loved, so on and so forth. What if I hadn't believed all that? Eh, I did..

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And that's it for now. I know there are more waiting under the surface but that's all I got for now.